I want to be able to tell some people what it is that I am about without it being an embarrassing, conversation-stopping situation. Perhaps there is no way that it wouldn’t be just that ever.

Theology is not the path of God as much as it is my pbrath of God. In that God and I are inseparable, in that God and anyone is inseparable, the term is right. It is simultaneous with my path into my self, into that that is self.

Does that path include both my essential & existential elements? I am not much closer to knowing what those elements, or their estrangement from each other means; although at times I see a glimpse of the essential self, and wonder if that is what offers me those subjects that I write in the morning. That area that is easily disturbed, that goes easily to hiding.